I'm back...
The reason is..... I need to let go of some things that none would understand.....
All I feel like doing is to cry... And hoping someone would lend me a hand from this darkness...
I think I lost lot of things.... I realised when I found out there's a hole in my bag.... When I got back home....
I dropped my confidence...trust...happiness...love....hope and many more....
Now I feel so terrible... To whom should i confide... Who should I call.... Clueless....
I hope someone would return back those things that belongs to me... It's very important....
Im no longer the way I am....
All I can think right now is.... to be stabbed by someone I love.... And make less people suffer...
Because I always cause trouble...
Nothing I do is right...No one loves me deeply... Im de stupid one.... Who cares too much about others feelings....
In the end, what do i get.....
Our surrounding change the way we think.... Its too complicated too explain...
Too many voices... That needs to be heard... I mysef is confuse...
Who to believe... Full of lies... Thats all i can say....
This is something random.... At times Im in good mood... At times im sooo emo...
Am i having some emotional problem....? Or is it I watch too much drama... That cause me to react abnormal...?
I cant talk much... its just that today seems to be a bad day for me....
Will there be anyone one day who is willing to reciprocate my love....
How I wish...
Im talking nonsense... now i dun even noe what im talking about....
nite...