Hows Life...?

Dis one im gonna talk about something else trying to distract my mind from thinking too much...
Kay.. So the title here is "How's life?"
What should i talk about...?
Hmm...
Lets get started...
Firstly, my Poly life...
Its a whole new experience entering the tertiary education...
I didnt expect i would be there as i thought i would pursue my ukhrawi studies..
But somehow, in my heart i wish to pursue my ukhrawi...
InsyaAllah one day... I hope im given the chance to live longer and learn more about my ukhrawi side..
Life in Poly isnt great if u dun have any friends u can get along with..
For me, i feel EXTREMELY lonely... Because my friends weren't there...
My poly friends are actually friendly.. But i dunnoe how they automatically have friends that they can get along with living me alone... Im kinda sad...
I actually not that arrogant or what.. Im just a shy person..
Talk to me and i will talk to you :))
This applies to some of them..
The another bunch are just... I CANNOT take it with their attitudes...
Use of vulgarities words... Well, thats part of life...
We just have to tolerate it.. D:
I just wish to set a good example for everyone...
But sometimes i see myself getting too OVERCONFIDENT or like TRYING TO CONTROL EVERYTHING..
I kinda should be realising that everyone deserves a chance...
And life is like a WHEEL..
SOMETIMES YOURE UP AND SOMETIMES YOURE DOWN... :D
Next, My FRIENDS...
Somehow, after being separated for a few months as we pursue different thing...
Conflict happened..
And that is soooo scary...
I dunnoe how to put it..
But i just hope that it will never happen again... :))
And now, ive been trying my best to keep in touch with them in any way i can...
But thinking about it, should i alaways be the one trying to get everyone together?
While the others arent appreciating it..?
There you go again, CONFLICTS.....
Lets move on to the next topic... Hehe