My Life

Hellooo...
I'm here to update the blog.. Yeah of course...
I'm not feelong good this few days.. I wonder why...
And whenever I wanted to update the blog, I would postpone it till today...
I guess I've been distracted with.... Hmm..
I wathched a show..
And there is this dialogue something like...
The guy will keep mum until the lady tell them that they like them(guys)..
Is that REAL truth?
I dunnoe why I kept thinking bout such unimportant stuff...
But I guess maybe because I've went thru it once..
And that's really.. I can't explain what it feels...
Back to the dialogue...
I guess the lady is so lucky if the feeling is mutual..
But what if it isn't? And you got to know that the guy likes another person...?
Ouh I can't believe that... I wonder how the lady take it...
Something is bugging me... I don't know if i sjud tell anyone..
Oh My... I felt like crying.. :')
For the sake of updating this blog.. I may tell along the way...
Know what...?
After an incident that happened on Fifth Of September Twenty-Oh-Ten..
I started to tell myself to try and stay away from guys and also relationships...
Imagine such incidents can make me go this far...
I never ever thought it would be like this... But I'm Sorrie I ended it...
No reason at all.. I want it to be that way..
To you, if you read this... Please understand me...
One thing I know is that, I won't forget you as you have become my history...
OH I really hate to cry... But that's the fact that females aren't as strong as a rock...
And after that incident, I started to tell myself...
I dun wanna fall in love.. I know that i'm not perfect.. Who am I to be a dream girl..
Watching someof the dramas make me sad... How those couples fall in love and be happy for the rest of their lives... I admit I am JEALOUS..
But, I constantly remind myself that they are conmpatible in terms of looks...
Who am I to have such love stories like they do...
Lastly, who am I to even dream of having a handsome guy right beside me, listening to all my craps, my sadness, and comfort me...
Bla bla bla...
My heart's closed from love...
I am sorry for doing this to myself.. I guess thats the only way out...
Friends??? Hmm...
I wonder if they arereally true to me?
Oh why am I so sensitive.. I dun believe this...
I get hurt easily... And I've been motivating myself to be happy...
To express my sadness, here I am...
No one here can say anything...
I can't trust anyone...
If I were to tell a person, they may.... Forget it... I guess that's ALL..
And yeah, changed a new skin.. I mean my BlogSkin.. I wanna make a change...
Good Night and Good Bye...